Ugh! Digusted With The State

Today was awful. So the worker from the Roseburg DHS office wanted a sit down meeting with Jonathan and I before the trial which was scheduled on May 13th. We are sitting there and the worker busts out this folder and says if you insist on this going to court then we will have to bring this out. She then proceeds to pull out a copy of a restraining order I filed a year ago against my rapist. She says that they are going to bring up my rape and say that I must have wanted it (to be raped) because I had been friends with him before the rape. My brother decided to go through the mediation instead to where if he signs over his parental rights he can still have a part of Rayne's life. It is so sad that the State would use someone's rape against them.